Friday, 8 January 2016

Getting my life back together...

Hope everyone had a good Christmas and New Years! Welcome to 2016!
I'm pretty sure one of my last blog posts was something along the lines of 'I'm going to make more videos and blog posts' which hasn't actually happened. 
I don't know what happened to me last semester but it wasn't good. Towards the end I was just constantly in a bad mood, keeping away from everyone in my room and hardly getting out of bed. I had no motivation to do anything, including university work, usually just dragging myself out for a couple of hours a week. I don't know whether I was a bit fed up, or stressed or just hormonal but it didn't feel good at all. 
So this year I just want to make sure that I never feel like that again because it sucked. First things first I'm going to sort myself out before I think of anything else. I need to start looking after myself because that's why I felt so horrible last semester, I just felt ill all the time. Eating healthier and getting back to the gym will help with that. I need to go out and do stuff instead so sitting in and doing nothing because that makes me feel rubbish too.
Then I'm going to have to divide my time equally between my friends and family , my uni work and my personal time because last year I spent too much time on myself, doing nothing with it. I wasn't a great friend last year, mainly because I didn't want to see or speak to anyone, for no particular reason.  I think they felt me hiding away in my room all the time and I don't want them to think that they can't come and talk to me. But with that being said I'm 100% not getting involved in other people's problems this year, it was way too stressful last semester.
I need to concentrate on uni too, get the best grades and work experience that I can because that's what's going to count in the future. And then use my personal time to start doing the things that I enjoy again because that's what makes me happy.
This break over christmas has done me good and I can't wait to get stuck back in with uni again!

Stay Happy!
Sarah

Monday, 16 November 2015

Boohoo Wishlist #2

It's here again! 
The next series in my Boohoo Wishlist is Boohoo Boutique. This is the nice night time clothes or luxury items that everyone wants! So let's get into it!
(I apologise for the bad quality picture, I don't know how to get it better!)



So the first item is this pair of shorts. They are the Boutique Mya All Over Hand Beaded Shorts for £15 and I actually own these shorts! I thought I would add these because I absolutely love these shorts. I think they look so much more expensive than they actually are. The beading detail is so nice and even though I don't have the matching top it still works with loads of things. I usually wear them on a night out with a cropped top and heels because it looks so elegant. 

Next is the Boutique Pam Patterned Bodycon Dress and I absolutely love this dress. Although it might clash with my hair I love the patterns and especially on the hem of the dress. I like the conservative top part too, not showing off any chest because that's usually what I go for. I think this would look great at a christmas party of something like that and it's only £35.

The middle one is actually a coat and I do have one similar to this that I've started to wear constantly. This is the Boutique Orla Collarless Wool Coat for £40. These duster kind of coats are so unbelievably warm and on trend at the same time. They can look great with a pair of jeans and a scarf on a day out but also with a dress and heels on a night out. This coat is definitely one of my essentials.

Next is the Boutique Aura Mesh Grid Full Midi Skater Skirt for £20. I have one of this style of skirt already but I hardly wear it because it's not the kind of thing I'd wear on a night out clubbing. If I was going for a really nice meal or to a christmas party I would love to wear one of these skirts. I love the elegant look of them with heels and they really emphasise your waist which is always great. These are such a nice style of skirt to have in your wardrobe.

And lastly in another dress. It's the Ariel Boutique Lace Crochet Bodycon Dress for £30. I love the contrast between these two colours and how the lace pattern stands out against the dark background. The high neck is also suitable for me and the way the lace is around the waist makes the eyes drawn to their showing off your waist. This is also another dress that would be perfect for a christmas party!

Hope you liked my next wishlist, I have much more planned!

Stay Happy
Sarah


Monday, 9 November 2015

NEW VIDEO!! JustSarahsVlogs

I finally uploaded a new video onto my channel. The wifi here in my student house is awful but I'm going to try my hardest to make it better because m last video too about 600 minutes to upload so I had to leave it overnight. 
The newest video is simply just an update of my time over the summer and a few little extra things that I haven't mentioned before. Here it is:

Hope you enjoy and keep your eyes peeled for more videos and posts coming soon!
Stay Happy
Sarah

Boohoo Wishlist #1!


So if you guys know me well, you'll know my all time favourite shop is Boohoo (online shop). So because I have no money I thought I'd do a wish list of all the things I want instead. I looked at the Boohoo Brands because they kind of put everything together into similar things so if you're looking for something in particular it really helps. 
So the first Brand is called Boohoo Blue and no it's not all blue clothes like I assumed! There is lots of denim and most of the clothes are very tom-boy-ish which is my style all over. This is my favourite brand ever!
The first item is a checkered shirt. Every girl needs a shirt like this in their lives. It's so versatile, and you can pretty much wear it with anything. I mainly wear mine with jeans or tucked into a cute skirt, but also wrapped around a dress to add some extra edge. This shirt is the Fiona Oversized Longline Checked Shirt which is a great steal at £15. Also very good for Autumn/Winter to layer up over your clothes.
Next is a pair of jeans. I'm absolutely in love with boyfriend jeans at the minute, especially the ones with huge rips in. These are the Gemma All Over Ripped 7/8th Jeans for £25. I've bought a pair of ripped jeans from Boohoo before and I absolutely love them! I sometimes wear them casual with a simple t-shirt and converse or you can dress it up with a nice cropped top and a pair of boots or heels. 
Next is a denim jacket which I think are perfect for Autumn because it's a jacket but you don't need much of the warmth, unless you live up North like me! This is the Mia Oversize Boyfriend Denim Jacket for £25. This can be worn with anything and it's not just for Autumn, this jacket can be worn all year round with pants in Winter and dresses in Summer. 
The next is a denim skirt that have become very big this year. I currently own a black one that I wear with so many things. I can wear it casually for my lectures but I also wear it when I go out at night. This one is the Elise Denim Button Through Mini Mid Blue Skirt for £15. Again it can easily be dressed up or dressed down so I think this is an essential.
And finally is a shirt dress which have become so popular recently. They're lightweight and easy to wear with anything. You can go casual with leggings or jeans underneath but they're also so easy to wear on a night out too. This is the Sophia Stripe Shirt Dress for £20. But these dresses are so popular now you'll be able to find any style that you want pretty much anywhere. I highly recommend having one of these in your wardrobe!
So that's all the clothes from that particular brand on Boohoo that I would want to get, too bad I'm a pretty poor student. This is just the first installation of this, so I will be doing other brands too in the future so look forward to that!
Stay Happy,
Sarah


Wednesday, 14 October 2015

Hello Again...

So it's been a while. The last thing I posted was that I was going working abroad for 3 months, and I apologise that you never heard from me again!
If you follow me on any of my social media you'll see the huge adventure that I went on. Even when I was writing that last blog post I think deep down I didn't think I'd stay the whole summer and sometimes I didn't even want to.
This summer has literally included some of the best and the worst times of my life, but my gosh it was the best experience for me so far!
I wrote a diary everyday about my whole experience and it's literally filled my whole book but it's really nice to read now when I get the chance. 
I was so nervous about the flight there because I've never flown on my own before. It was an afternoon flight so my mum and best friend drove me to the airport and luckily I didn't cry which was good! Luckily I sailed through check-in and security and finally I was on the other side on my own. I went to Burger King for food and luckily a new episode of Pretty Little Liars was out so I watched that to pass the time. I then just sat and waited for my plane to come in, watching Mrs Brown's Boys on my new tablet that I'd bought, the Hudl 2 from Tesco. The show really got me through that, and I watched it on the flight too because it always makes me laugh. I was sat next to a lovely couple though so I felt a lot better. The flight time to Mallorca is only about two hours and twenty minutes so I just occupied myself. Then I realised my suitcase wheels were broke when I collected it and it was so heavy that I ended up dragging it through the airport trying to find my transfer. Luckily I was the only one on the minibus so it took me straight to Alcudia, where I was working. All the boys I was working with came to meet me so that was nice and I met the lovely owners too. They showed me where I was staying and obviously it wasn't the nicest flat in the world but it did for the summer, I had everything I needed to live.
The boys had to go to work so I went with them as they kind of showed me what my job was going to be. I then met up with my friends that I'd made who worked in the hotel I stayed at when I was on holiday and stayed at one of their flats because I was exhausted from my flight.

The next few days were kind of a blur to me. I did my first real shift which really freaked me out. I think everything kind of hit me at once, that I was alone in this place with all these people I didn't know. The boys made me feel right at home though, staying with me when I was upset and obviously my mum was always on the other side of the phone. But the first week was one of the worst. I wasn't eating properly, maybe a mixture of the heat and also my anxiety, so I felt sick all the time. And my sleeping pattern was messed up too because now I was working 8pm til 5am so I slept most of the day. I tried to get out as much as I could during the day but the boys always slept in so I had to just do my own thing. 
It did take a long time but I actually started enjoying it. The nights were so much fun because colleges and universities had just finished so there were a lot of people my age on group holidays there so I made loads of friends which a few I still speak to. I got closer to the people I was working with too, especially the bartenders girlfriend Karen, who also lived with us. She was the only other girl around and it was so nice having her there. We also had a new girl coming over to work there called Emi.

But it all went back the night that she came. Karen worked in a restaurant for some of her summer so after she finished she'd go back to our flat, get changed and then come to The Prince Of Wales to wait for her boyfriend, Ash, to finish. So she noticed someone on our balcony and thought it was Liam, the guy who was off that night, so went up looking for him but found no-one so thought nothing of it. So she got ready then came down and asked Liam about seeing him but he said that he hadn't been to the flat. So a few of the boys went to the flat and saw that we'd been broken into. Various things were stolen including a PS4, phones, money, my tablet and iPod were taken. We were all distraught and then Emi showed up and we had to tell her all this. The next night was my night off so the guys hid the rest of their things in Ash and Karen's room because it had a lock on and went to work. I stayed at a friends flat that night and when I woke up I had millions of missed calls and texts saying we'd been broken into again. So I rushed home, not being able to get hold of anyone, and saw there was no-one in the flat. All the windows and balcony was open and all the lights were still turned on. I freaked out a bit, packed a bag of stuff and went to my old hotel to wait to hear from someone. Eventually I heard from Emi and they'd gone back and Karen and Ash's door was kicked down and literally everything was taken. They'd all stayed at the flat above where we worked instead. That really caused tension between us, one person quitting over it. It affected us all quite a lot but we got on with it. We got locks on literally everything so no-one could possibly even get in this time.

The owners were great though and helped us always in every way possible. I got on really well with them because they'd come and help if it was busy or just sit and chat if it wasn't. They had millions of incredible stories that I loved sitting and listening to.

Emi left about a week after that though so I was back to doing stuff on my own again. But luckily I contacted my best friend who was supposed to fly out with me in the beginning but never did to see if she still wanted the job and she booked a flight. Before she came I was so ready to come home, I'd had enough and it was all just too much for me. But with Alex coming I knew I'd be able to get through it. So I agreed to stay the whole three months instead. Along with Alex came another girl too from Essex that we got on really well with so we became like a power group. We did more stuff in the day, beach and pool days, we hired a pedalo too which was a great day. 
Food was hard though because we were just eating rubbish most days because we only woke up about 1/2 so missed most meals. Whatever I did eat couldn't have been good for. At the end too we all managed to get a horrible cold and if you've never had a cold abroad before, I can tell you they're not fun. I was sniffling and coughing all the time, was tired, felt ill, it was really grim. To be honest I still don't think I've fully recovered, even when I got back I think everything just hit me at once. 

There was also this group of people that just caused trouble every single night they came to the Prince. They caused arguments and fights and one of them was the cause of the biggest panic attack I've ever had. They hit someone right in front of me and I don't know what it was but it just set me off. I ended up sitting on the edge of the canal as it absolutely thrashed it down with a storm. I just couldn't calm down until Alex came to the rescue because she knows how to deal with me when I'm like that. It just wasn't a good night overall.

But it wasn't all bad! I had way more good days than bad. I had one amazing day where we went to a place called Bonaire to go cliff diving. So we just chilled on the rocks and then when we jumped in it was scarier than I thought. I'm not really one to do this anyway but I thought the drop was smaller than it actually was so it's a weird sensation when you think you'll hit the water but you actually don't. All the sea water went up my nose too which wasn't fun. But we bought some goggles and I bought a case for my phone that you can use in water and we got some amazing pictures and shots. There were fish everywhere and even when Alex claimed she saw a jellyfish we didn't believe her, but we really should've. I was sat on a rock with my legs and belly underwater and I felt a really bad pain on the back of my calf but I thought I'd just scraped it along the rock. Turns out I actually did get stung by a jellyfish because it really flared up and was so painfully itchy! But was still an experience and it didn't ruin my day either. 

That day my parents and brother also flew out for a holiday which I was so excited for because I hadn't seen them in nearly 3 months! My bosses were also nice enough to let me off work whilst they were here so I actually had a really nice holiday at the end of it with them. I flew home a few days after they left. 

So no I didn't make loads of money working abroad, but I met some of the most amazing people and made some unforgettable memories. I got closer to my best friend and learned some life lessons that have made me such a better person. I feel like I've come out of my shell a bit because I honestly didn't think I was the type of person who does this kind of thing, and neither did my friends and family. But they're so proud of me and most importantly I'm proud of myself. I could've come home after that first awful week, and had a rubbish summer working a job I didn't enjoy with horrible weather. Instead I stuck it out and didn't give up, even though sometimes I wanted to. 
I'm so glad I stuck to it because I would've just remembered it as an awful week abroad but I feel like I can accomplish much more things after doing it. I've learnt to take chances and do things way out of your comfort zone.

So I know this has been super long but I really want to be able to remember this forever. I filmed a few things too so when I've edited all that together I'll definitely put a link somewhere in here.
Thank you for being so patient with my blog, there's more to come! I'm also getting a new camera this weekend so there will be much more YouTube videos to come too!!

Most importantly Stay Happy
Sarah x

A few pictures I got whilst away

The incredible people I met!

Tuesday, 23 June 2015

My Mad Anxiety Diary #3

Well hello to all the people that still read this bad attempt at a blog. I'm so sorry about how awful I've been about posting new blogs and even YouTube videos but a lot has happened since my last blog post.
I finished my first year of uni which was an incredible experience and although I was really sad about moving out of halls I'm excited to start my second year and move into a house next year.
So two weeks ago I went on another girls holiday to Alcudia in Majorca. This one was going to be more chilled than Zante last year as its not really a big party place. But I had such an amazing time! I went with 6 of my best friends and stayed in one apartment. We also made friends with the children's entertainers as they were all our age. They invited us out on nights out and we realised it's a lot more lively than we thought it was going to be. There are clubs and bars that we went out too and even though it was supposed to be a relaxed holiday all my friends got pretty drunk most nights. But whilst I panicked a lot about things like that in Zante, they didn't phase me at all this time. I enjoyed myself so much and met loads of amazing people. I did have a few times when I felt anxious but I got over them quickly.
Anyway this isn't why I'm starting up this series again. Whilst I was on holiday me and my friend were offered a summer job working in our favourite bar. At first we thought they weren't being serious but then believed everything after me and my friend spoke to the owner of the bar. He told us to go home and think it over properly and then to get in contact with him. I was all up for it, I did have commitments over the summer but I could always change them around whereas my friend had an actual job so in the end decided that she couldn't come. So that was when I had to decide whether I wanted to go on my own. The owner was lovely and told me everything I needed to know and said she would still take me on my own.
So I have decided to travel all the way back to Alcudia, tomorrow, for just under 3 months to work in a bar called Prince of Wales. I love all the people I'll be working with and I'll also be able to see the people I made friends with from my hotel I stayed at. Even though I don't get paid that much, I'm not really doing it for the money, I get free accommodation and will be working most nights anyway.
I'm so excited but at the same time extremely anxious, mostly just about flying all the way there on my own which I've never done before. I'm positive I'm going to be fine though and settle in as soon as I get there I just wanted this series to be somewhere to write again if I feel the need to.
So wish me luck in my travels and I cant wait to get started!
Stay happy,
Sarah

Sunday, 12 April 2015

Spring Lookbook

So after quite a while with no videos I finally filmed and uploaded a new one!! I absolutely love lookbooks, they're my favourite thing to film and also watch on YouTube. So I decided to do 3 spring outfits for the upcoming sunny months. 
Here in England it's been warmer than usual so that's made me want to dig out the shorts and sunglasses so if it's not that warm where you are yet you could always put jackets or tights on with these outfits.
I thought I would go through my different outfits and where I got my clothes from and stuff in my blog instead of on YouTube so I can explain better.

Outfit 1- Casual




So for this first outfit all of the clothing is from New Look. A lot of the clothes in this are from New Look because there's a store at home and also where I live at uni, so I buy most of my new clothes from there.
The top is an off the shoulder one, which is a style I've always loved! I think it's a nice change to just an ordinary top and a bit more spring/summery because it shows off your shoulders. I didn't think I would like the stripes as much as I do, as I bought a second top like this (2 for £12) which was black but I still wear this one more. 
The jeans I got on offer at New Look, I think they were only £7. They didn't originally have the cuts in the knees, I did them myself but I think it just makes them look a bit different and edgier. 
And finally the shoes are my favourite things. I wear them most days because they are one of the comfiest pair of shoes I've ever owned. They also match all of my wardrobe which is handy and I love the 'Timbaland' feel of them even though I payed way less. They're pretty worn now but I think it makes them look a lot better.

Outfit 2- Spring Playsuit




This playsuit has become one of my new favourite outfits, I love everything about it. I think the pattern is very summery, whilst also being my favourite colour black. And the fit of the playsuit is great, with a tight upper half and then flippy shorts for the bottoms. I really like the top of the playsuit too and how it ties round my neck because I try not to show my chest off the best I can. And I just think the back is really pretty too. And the best part is that this was only £12 from Forever21 which I think is a bargain. I'll definitely be getting my money worth from this outfit. 
The shoes from New Look I've had for a while now and I think they're great. I don't like wearing really big heels as I'm tall enough as it is so these are good because the heel isn't huge and I don't end up towering over my friends. They're also really comfy, and can wear these all night with no problems. 
And finally I can't wait to wear this hat more often over spring and summer. It was a bargain from Primark and it just reminds me of sunhats that you wear on holiday or something you could wear to a festival.

Outfit 3- 



And the top in this outfit is actually new, this was the first time I'd worn it. I'd seen them in pictures online for ages and always wanted one of the tops with the slits up the sides. I think they look great with shorts underneath or even leggings in the colder weather. They just scream festival fashion so that's why I bought this one from New Look.
The shorts are from George at Asda, which is an English supermarket but I so love some of the clothes from George. These are white denim with small buttons on the sides and I think they match this top pretty well. 
And finally the shoes are another pair that I wear daily. I usually wear these on a night out if I'm not wearing heels because they're a bit high but also extremely comfortable. I think they'll be great again for spring and summer when the weather stays nice.

Lastly my sunglasses that I wear with these outfits are from Afflecks which is a collection of shops in Manchester. These are the first round sunglasses I've bought but I love this style and will definitely be buying more like this.
My earrings are just a simple set of silver hoops from Dorothy Perkins I think which I wear almost daily too.
And my watch is also from Asda and I just like the plainness of it because it's just simple black and gold with a leather strap. It was also a bargain at only £8.

So that's all of my outfits for the lookbook. If you haven't seen it yet you can check it out here.
I hope you enjoyed it and I can't wait to get back to the weekly videos again!

Also a huge thanks to Serena over at Serena's Life who helped me shoot the whole thing and take all these great pictures! Go check her page out!

As always stay happy,
Sarah