My Mad Anxiety Diary #3

Well hello to all the people that still read this bad attempt at a blog. I'm so sorry about how awful I've been about posting new blogs and even YouTube videos but a lot has happened since my last blog post.
I finished my first year of uni which was an incredible experience and although I was really sad about moving out of halls I'm excited to start my second year and move into a house next year.
So two weeks ago I went on another girls holiday to Alcudia in Majorca. This one was going to be more chilled than Zante last year as its not really a big party place. But I had such an amazing time! I went with 6 of my best friends and stayed in one apartment. We also made friends with the children's entertainers as they were all our age. They invited us out on nights out and we realised it's a lot more lively than we thought it was going to be. There are clubs and bars that we went out too and even though it was supposed to be a relaxed holiday all my friends got pretty drunk most nights. But whilst I panicked a lot about things like that in Zante, they didn't phase me at all this time. I enjoyed myself so much and met loads of amazing people. I did have a few times when I felt anxious but I got over them quickly.
Anyway this isn't why I'm starting up this series again. Whilst I was on holiday me and my friend were offered a summer job working in our favourite bar. At first we thought they weren't being serious but then believed everything after me and my friend spoke to the owner of the bar. He told us to go home and think it over properly and then to get in contact with him. I was all up for it, I did have commitments over the summer but I could always change them around whereas my friend had an actual job so in the end decided that she couldn't come. So that was when I had to decide whether I wanted to go on my own. The owner was lovely and told me everything I needed to know and said she would still take me on my own.
So I have decided to travel all the way back to Alcudia, tomorrow, for just under 3 months to work in a bar called Prince of Wales. I love all the people I'll be working with and I'll also be able to see the people I made friends with from my hotel I stayed at. Even though I don't get paid that much, I'm not really doing it for the money, I get free accommodation and will be working most nights anyway.
I'm so excited but at the same time extremely anxious, mostly just about flying all the way there on my own which I've never done before. I'm positive I'm going to be fine though and settle in as soon as I get there I just wanted this series to be somewhere to write again if I feel the need to.
So wish me luck in my travels and I cant wait to get started!
Stay happy,
Sarah